I'm not the energizer bunny

Today I had the first part of my International Genocide in Rwanda class.  This consisted of lecture from 10-12, an hour for lunch then more class from 1-5.  That makes for a long day, not to mention the 200+ pages the professor wants us to read by tomorrow.  I am not a fast reader especially after sitting in class all day so I don't think I will be able to read it all.  Oh well I can only do so much.

I am beginning to think that I have overextended myself.  My summer is over, now I have class 7 days a week for the next two weeks.  Then I leave for London and Rwanda but when I come back I have Sunday with school starting on Monday.  I thought that would be ok but now I don't know.  I am worried that I haven't given myself enough time to reenergize, what if I get burnt out next semester, was it worth it?  I can't answer that now.  

I guess my attitude is a cynical right now because class is keeping me in Columbia when the rest of my family is in Wash MO.  That is where I want to be and am angry with myself for being stuck here alone.  Not to mention I have to come right back for class on Wed morning. The other part that stinks is that genocide isn't really an uplifting subject to be studying.  It is kind of a downer then to just go home and read more about it doesn't help.  
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I really could use a hug...Meg